Oregon Cascades 100M (Race Recap)

Bend to Sisters, OR

Saturday, August 26

100 mile attempt #18

Weather - warm, smoky

After a somewhat heartbreaking DNF at High Lonesome I waited a few days before deciding that I had worked my ass off all summer/spring and I really wanted to get a 100 mile buckle before summer ended and I started my slow/flat training. I found the Oregon Cascades 100 and saw there weren't a lot of spaces left, priced out travel and went ahead and signed up.

Race morning

Thanks to taking Advil PM, I got WAY more sleep than I usually do the night before a race. I have never used a sleep aid before a race, so thankfully I didn't wake up groggy. I did wake up a few minutes before my alarm went off, took a quick shower and heated up my breakfast burrito. Thankfully I done a great job of having everything laid out and it didn't take me too long to get ready. Kerry's mom was supposed to pick me up at 5:10 and I had the hotel room door open a few minutes early while I watched for her. 

(Insert weird race logistics here - race is a point to point and NO shuttle of any kind is offered between the start/finish. For ME, coming solo from out of state, this was VERY stressful.  Thankfully, there is a FB group and I messaged quite a few people who had been volunteering to drive people between the two. Kerry had driven me from packet pickup in Sisters to my hotel in Bend the night before. And thankfully, there was a grocery store a few blocks from where I was staying so a car wasn't really necessary anyway. Still though, I really hope the race invests in a shuttle going forward - perhaps have people buy tickets like Aravaipa does, that way they aren't "out" the money.)

Anyway, Kerry's mom found me with no issues, and we continued on to pick up fellow racer, Dean. It didn't take long to get to the start line, and I immediately was on the hunt to find the race director so I could drop off my finish line bag.

(Again - I ended up messaging the race director the week of the race to ask about this. With having my car at the finish line - since no cars could be left at the start line - I wasn't sure what I was going to do with all the stuff I would need the night before the race that I didn't want to run with. Thankfully, they said that I could leave a small finish line bag at the start and they would hold onto it. Especially with the lack of a shuttle, this should just be offered at the very least? Again, for a solo runner it was a bit of a logistical headache). 

I wasn't able to find Janessa, but I found her husband and he said he would handle it for me. I cycled through the bathroom line a few times before heading closer to the start line.

Per the norm, I was near-ish the back, and I could hear that someone was saying SOMETHING, and I hoped it wasn't important because I couldn't make out any words at all. There was no gun, just all of a sudden people were surging forward.

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

I had done just enough research that I knew the first few miles of the course were on road. I actually like when courses start on the road because it gives me enough time to get "warmed up" before heading onto trails. The temperature was PERFECT when we started, and thankfully, all the smoke I had been fearing was not to be found. I kept the pace very easy to start. I chatted with Ed "the Jester" for a few minutes before he pulled away. I found myself running alone in the early miles, which was fine. After about two miles, we turned off onto a dirt road. Pretty sure this was the only time I was concerned about course markings as I didn't see any flagging directing me to turn. I did have the route loaded on my watch and got a notification, so I wasn't worried. 

We kept at the flat, dirt road for another few miles until we finally turned on to some single track. I was glad to have some runnable miles to start. 

This was one of the three section that were 10 miles between aid. I was fine with this one since it was still so early in the race. Having the areas where I could run didn't make it seem as far as it actually was.

Arrived at the first aid station and was immediately told to make sure that we had the route handy as they had been informed that people were changing course markings! Apparently they were ALSO other runners?? Wtf, that was annoying to hear. (With that said, I never had any issues with any marking on this course. There wasn't a ton of confidence markings, but I never felt like I was lost or had to wonder where to go). 

The next couple sections were a gradual climb, but I was still able to run a lot more than I expected to, which was a fun surprise. Volunteer groups had gone over the course and done a ton of maintenance, which was appreciated. I think there were only a handful of trees we had to climb over.

It was definitely starting to heat up. Got to the second aid station, Rock Creek, that we would hit later in the night. Even though I had looked at the map numerous times, I was already confused as to where we were. Thankfully I did still have my cheat sheet of aid station distances (although I forgot to include the elevation gain between segments!) and the elevation profile. 

For a bit I ran with another lady - I wish I could remember her name, she was really nice to talk to, and really, the only person I spent any amount of time with on the trail. 

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

She ended up pulling away at some point, so I was solo for a bit. I don't remember much of this section, including the Tumalo aid station, which would also hit later in the race. I though I had remembered that "most" of the climbing was in the first part of the course, and yet it really didn't seem like we had done that much climbing. After Tumalo, we had the longest stretch without aid - 10.6 miles. I don't remember much, but it definitely seemed to go on for a long time. We had a shorter stretch before a long, nearly 9 mile section to get to the first drop bag. 

The drop bag placement was a bit odd for me. The first drop bag would be at mile 36.7, with an 11.5 hour cutoff. I didn't want to have my Kogalla in there that early as there was no way that I would need it that soon and I didn't want to have to carry it the whole time, since my pack was pretty full. It had been so hot midday that it seemed ridiculous I would need the pants I tossed in there or my rain jacket. I ended up just taking my bag of nutrition and my pants. Just in case!

Onward. I figured I would give Ben a call since I actually seemed to have service when I left Skyliners. We talked for a few minutes, until I lost coverage. Right before I hung up, I had been enjoying a nice, runnable downhill, and commented that I was really curious where all this "front end" climbing was going to be.

Well, I found out around mile 40. I had gone from feeling pretty fantastic all race to completely feeling like shit. My legs were like jello going up the climb. I had barely been using my poles and in this section they definitely saved my race. Looking at the stats, it wasn't as steep as it felt, but I really felt like I lost my mojo after this section. The trail would level out for a bit and I would catch my breath, and then even some downhill sections. I leapfrogged here with some other runners. Some people had their climbing legs and would blast past me, and others - like me - had their downhill legs and would charge the descents. Came into the Swampy Lakes aid station - a fun crew aid station where I took a pic of this sign:

It was also about here that I started to get annoyed by the aid station food. Let me preface by saying that I completely recognize I am probably picky, but EVERY SINGLE AID STATION WAS THE SAME. Peanut butter and grape jelly on stale white bread. Fruit snacks and rice krispie treats. One type of wavy chips. Orange slices. There was supposed to be Spring Energy at all aid stations, but 2-3 had none, and most were out of the Awesome Sauce - although supposedly that was the one they were to have the most of. Two aid stations were also out of coke. Later in the race there were quesadillas (one aid station actually said - we have everything to make quesadillas except cheese??) and broth and maybe 1-2 aid stations also had ramen in the broth. Noticeably missing? Watermelon (only at I think two aid stations) and ZERO had potatoes?! I think Swampy Lakes was the ONLY aid station that had something different - I was able to get some bacon and sausage. In the past I have DNF'd races because of a refusal to eat the same disgusting food, but that wasn't going to happen here. A slice of pizza or mashed potatoes or rice would have been amazing to have here - probably the only benefit to having a crew at this race that I can think of. Anyway.

I did not want to get behind on my nighttime caffeine plan, and took my first dose around 8:30 when it was still somewhat light out. I had to use headlamp between Swampy and Dutchman aid stations. I had all my night stuff (Kogalla) and warm weather clothes (apparently it had gotten down to the 30's a few nights earlier). I also decided I would go ahead and charge my watch in this section since I would have my pack off anyway.

It was not cool enough for me to put on any of my layers, and at this point, my pack was STUFFED. The one REALLY irritating thing about this aid station was the sheer number of crew people that were there made it VERY crowded and people were not paying attention when cutting in front of people and it was a zoo. I kept trying to find a SINGLE volunteer to tell me where to go to leave the aid station and everyone was just a crew person. Finally I actually stood there and yelled - I AM TRYING TO LEAVE THE AID STATION WHERE DOES THE COURSE GO???! And finally someone pointed to where I needed to go - through a sea of oblivious crew people. Truly, it was like none of these people had ever been at an aid station. Frustrating.

I was really excited to be well over halfway, and I believe I left Dutchman with an hour and forty minutes under cutoff. A bit dismayed that it had taken me just over 15 minutes to get in and out of there, but it was my only "excessively long" aid station stop of the race.

The moon was much closer to being full than I expected, although with the clouds and smoke that rolled in, there was no light benefit from it. These next few sections were kind of a blur. I thought when I had been looking at the elevation profile that there would be climbing for 8-10 miles until we hit about mile 70. Thankfully, there was nothing even remotely as bad as the mile 40 climb for me, although my quads were trashed and it took me much longer to hike than I would have liked. I got back to Tumalo Creek aid station, and took my watch off the charger, grabbed food and headed out pretty quickly to start the trip to Sisters. 

I got a few minutes down the trail thinking that I had left my small battery pack and charging cable on the table at the aid station. Checked all my pockets and chalked it up to a lost. A few minutes later I looked down and saw it was still in my top pocket, cable and all...

I had forgotten to fill up the extra bottle with water for the next caffeine dose, so I ended up not taking it until closer to 1:30 am, although I wasn't feeling tired, I wanted to stay on top of it. Hit the Rock Creek aid station and shortly after that I think I was done using the poles the rest of the race? I had asked them if the upcoming section was the "rocky" section we had been warned about and the volunteer told me no. Thankfully I didn't really believe him, because it WAS the rocky section. I was still doing running in this part, but it was much more of a narrow single track, and I am more cautious at night on technical downhills anyway. Once I was "alone" I had to put on a glove and reapply Buttr, as I was getting some fairly painful chafing. 

Park Meadows was the last aid station before the final drop bag, and the third of the 10 mile sections. This really went on for a LONG time. I didn't get cold enough to put on any layers until 3 in the morning, and even then, all I needed was my Patagonia R1. I did not need the beanie, gloves, pants or other top layers. 

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

We finally seemed to exit out of the protection of the trees, and soon, the sky was starting to get light with the hint of sunrise. I had made it!!

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

I turned on my phone for the first time around sunrise and talked on the phone with Ben for a bit. It was a really pretty sunrise!

Photo cred: James Holk/Alpine Running

I lost service and decided I would turn off my phone until the race was over. I was coming into the last drop bag and was PUMPED. Many people thought mile 85ish was a weird place to have a drop bag, but I REALLY appreciated it. I was already too warm in my top layer, plus I was still carrying all the other stuff I never even used. I hadn't even put anything other than a change of shorts and some nutrition in my drop bag, but I was able to get rid of about 90% of my pack contents for the last 15 miles. We were on a downhill dirt road for a bit, which was nice to get some running in. I think I took my last caffeine dose somewhere around here (?) and honestly my timing worked out great because I legitimately did not get tired AT ALL. 

This was a 7 mile section that was really pretty runnable. Once we turned off the dirt road, we were back on more buffed trails that seemed like a mountain bike trail. I did more running here than expected, and may have even passed a few people here, to my surprise.

Then it was on to the second to last aid station. This was also the second most irritated I was at an aid station. I was almost done so didn't care about the lack of different food, but the volunteer was like "NINE MILES TO GO!" Which made NO sense to me because I had my printout of aid stations distances and after this it was 4.5 miles to the last aid station that was 2.6 to the finish. 4.5 plus 2.6 was just over 7. NOT NINE. And then (I assume he thought he was being funny) he said, so you aren't even running 100 miles?

WTF.

I didn't stay long and headed out eating I'm sure another disgusting and stale pb&j. I did some running here, and passed a few more people. The closest I had to any hallucination on this course was seeing the below rock from a distance and thinking it was a legit elephant statue. (Fun fact, the info button in the photo app actually says "look up dog" haha).

Out of the blue, we are done with single track and are on a dirt road. WOOOO!! So close to being done. I am basically done running at this point. I am hot and am done with this race. Even though the aid station is so close to the finish, I stop and get ice in my bandana, which was totally worth using the extra few minutes. 

I probably got passed by at least 8-10 people in this section since I was mostly walking, but I didn't care. Ultrasignup thought I would only finish with about 6 minutes to spare (of the 32:01:18 cutoff) and I was guaranteed to be finishing under 30 hours. I did pass 1-2 people in the last mile as I just wanted to get off the course, knowing I would still have to do a lap on the track at Sisters Middle School to finish. 

Suddenly, race over. 

Official Time - 29:46:33

Overall Place - 124/184

Gender Place - 34/55

Garmin Time - 29:46:01

Garmin Distance - 100.06 miles

Elevation Gain - 11,233'

Miles 1-10 - 12:44, 13:24, 12:42, 12:43, 14:42, 13:02, 13:40, 13:56, 14:39, 14:46

Miles 11-20 - 16:42, 17:14, 15:50, 14:52, 15:30, 15:16, 15:45, 1646, 15:42, 18:46

Miles 21-30 - 15:57, 19:50, 15:42, 14:35, 16:52, 18:08, 15:37, 14:37, 14:29, 13:33

Miles 31-40 - 15:46, 14:56, 20:09, 15:33, 14:53, 14:35, 13:38, 20:57, 16:23, 15:55

Miles 41-50 - 17:18, 20:22, 21:55, 16:29, 16:23, 17:31, 21:56, 20:14, 16:53, 18:56

Miles 51-60 - 14:16, 23:10, 18:03, 19:46, 16:16, 19:46, 19:30, 16:59, 31:26, 21:45

Miles 61-70 - 19:43, 22:22, 19:51, 23:59, 1649, 16:04, 17:05, 25:07, 23:10, 21:30

Miles 71-80 - 18:01, 18:10, 20:02, 19:28, 17:28, 29:29, 18:42, 20:46, 19:06, 18:52

Miles 81-90 - 21:28, 18:57, 19:24, 20:14, 18:03, 27:21, 16:37, 17:31, 16:03, 16:33

Miles 90-100 - 17:34, 16:53, 19:05, 17:32, 17:26, 17:41, 17:45, 19:54, 16:50, 16:26

Time to get some real food and beer! Turns out all the rumors of beer were a lie (sad) but the food was amazing and a million percent better than anything on course. There were pulled pork sandwiches, macaroni and potato salad, plus all sorts of other goodies. I wasn't super hungry, but I did force myself to eat a few things. Found my drop bags, but had to walk back over to the finish to get my finish line bag - which thankfully they had since it had the rental car keys and my wallet in there.

Thoughts:

• I actually really liked this race. The trails were really runnable, even for me. There were sections in the middle where we encountered mountain bikes and about 50% of them yielded, which is in line with how bikes normally are. Thankfully probably only saw about 2 dozen of them all race.
• The swag is nice. The shirt is an Adidas tech top. I picked black, but there was an option for a light sage green color as well. Buckle is nice, simple.
• Course was marked well, especially at turns and intersections.
• 99% of the volunteers were great. I just wish aid stations would have more variety. And I was mid-pack most of the race, so for them to be out of so much stuff at so many aid stations was disheartening. (Not to mention, a shocking 17% - 56 runners - didn't even start. Imagine if everyone who was registered had showed up? Could've been an issue for slower folks).
• Free race pictures, which I always like. The photographer was really friendly both times I saw him. 
• Again, logistically it was a bit more of a headache than I like, but everything worked out and the trail running community out in Bend/Sisters is very supportive and friendly. (Thanks again Kerry and your mom for the help with my car and getting to the stat line!!)
• Of note - I really think this was overall one of my best executed 100 milers. I did not have any issues with sleep, which I have historically had so many issues with. Obviously I wish I would have been faster/run more at the end, but to finish mid pack on a course with over 10,000' of climbing is a huge mental boost for me. I'm really happy with how everything went here.

Gear:

• Salomon Adv Skin 12. This pack is 90% perfect. I just wish the pockets on the front of the vest at the top were more secure so I could put things like chapstick in there without worrying about things falling out. I was fine with two bottles most of the race, but the second 10 mile section I ran out of water. That was dumb on my part because I did have a third bottle in the pack of my pack but I hadn't filled it.
• New for this race - Salomon Quiver. What a fucking awesome piece of equipment! I have been looking for this for nearly a year. For something that makes so much sense and is SO useful, it is shockingly ALWAYS out of stock. I really lucked out and was able to trade for it in a resale group and was able to test it out the week before on a hike. Really made all the difference for stashing poles. (Of note - I think with it being 5% more challenging to get out of the quiver vs. just pulling out of the front of my pack, I think I used the poles MUCH less than I would have historically).
• Leki Ultratrail FX One Superlite poles. I expected to use much more than I did. I maybe only used for 30ish miles? OR sun gloves.  
• Garmin Fenix 7s. Charged once at about halfway.
• Kogalla and Batpak 3, plus a Petzl headlamp. I had to change headlamp batteries once.
• Clothes - Rabbit EZ tee (Runners Roost team shirt), CVG 5" shorts (TONS of compliments on these!), Zensah mini crew socks, Topo Ultraventure 2 & gaiters, Zensah high neck sports bra, buff (had to use a lot on the road to/from the last aid station as crews were flying by and kicking up a lot of dust), ice bandana, my new Tahoe 200 Runnr hat (thanks, Melody!), Goodr sunglasses

Lastly - ZERO blisters. My feet are in the best condition ever. Not even a hot spot this time. Crazy. I did not change socks, did not change shoes.

Week in Review (July 18 - July 24)

Tuesday (10,352 steps) - Work in the office. Walk at lunch and walk when I got home with Olive. No recollection of anything else.

Wednesday (10,323 steps) - Work in the office. Did some yoga and a walk at lunch. Pulled weeds after work?

Thursday (11,638 steps) - Had plans to head to Buena Vista mid morning. I took Olive for a walk and did some last minute packing. Ben arrived shortly after 10 and we headed out. It was a very uneventful drive for once. Only stop along the way was to use the bathroom in Fairplay. We headed right to the high school so I could pick up my bib.

A lot of really great swag (Rabbit flannel for a race top!) and the extra Rabbit sun shirts I had purchased for me and Ben. We were both hungry and decided to go into town to get something to eat. 

Picked up some groceries before checking into the hotel at 3, so we did that and then sat around until it was time to go back to the school for the mandatory pre-race meeting. The gym was PACKED and it wasn't too terrible of a meeting, but it was long. It was already getting late and I was definitely worried about getting enough sleep. I forced myself to eat dinner (blah, wasn't hungry) and then it was lights out pretty early.

Friday (105,200 steps) - High Lonesome 100!

Mile 90 Photography

Saturday (20,483 steps) - Once Tyler and Terri got us back to the start/finish line, we stood around for a bit because they had plans to go hiking. I was tired, and we finally went to the AirBnb. Took a shower and also a nap. I wanted to go back to the finish line to watch the last hour of people finish (and also get my bottle of whiskey). The finish line was really cool and you can read more about it in the race report. We ended up going into town later to get food and discovered just about everything was closed before 8. We were able to get some food and a beer from a restaurant off Main, but there was a live band and it was loud. We headed back to the BnB and attempted to watch a movie, but I kept dozing off so we went to bed early. 

Sunday (11,101 steps) - Went into town to get breakfast. Staving, I got a lot of food, a giant breakfast bowl and protein shake, plus coffee! We went for a long walk around town. This was my favorite sign ever!

It was HOT, so we stopped and got a beer on Main Street before going back to the Bnb. Didn't do much all day, but we did get some laundry done. It was warm enough that we were able to line dry everything in a pretty short amount of time. For dinner we though BBQ sounded good, but we arrived and the guy said they were closed for catering, so we went to the Mexican place next door which was NOT great. Pretty dirty and the staff pretended they didn't know English OR Spanish, so getting our food/drinks was not the best experience. 

Low key evening of watching a movie.

Monday (10,354 steps) - Up early and decided to just head out sooner rather than later. Quick stop in Frisco for a beer at Outer Range. Thankfully, on a Monday, there was not much traffic in the mountains. Arrived home to million degree temperatures. Went to 4 Noses for a beer, then I went to Torchy's and got an early dinner.

It was finally cool enough to take Olive for a long walk around 7 - it was a nice evening.

Unpacked and went to bed early. 

Stats:

• 179,451 steps
• 56.71 miles run
• 0 minutes of cardio
• 20 minutes of strength

High Lonesome 100M (Race Recap)

Buena Vista, CO

Friday, July 21

100 mile attempt #17

Weather - Warm and sunny

"Do what you can, with what you have, where you are." - Theodore Roosevelt

"Set your goals high, and don't stop till you get there." - Bo Jackson

I'm not entirely sure why I picked High Lonesome as my big summer race. Everything I knew about it put this race completely outside my abilities. But I figured with some good training, I would have a chance of coming home with a buckle. The race is a lottery, but the odds are much more favorable for women since the race is a 50/50 male/female split. I attended the lottery party in January in person, and ended up only a few spots down on the waitlist. There was no movement for months. In an ironic twist of fate, my number was called the Friday before I left for Arizona to run Cocodona. I had completed all my volunteer hours and was ready to run!

Leading up to the race, I did a LOT of training at altitude. Other than the ruggedness and technicality of this event (which was my first big mountain race), the high altitude is what scared me the most. Even when hiking, I hit elevation over 12,000' and I get very anxious and everything seems insanely hard. A month out from the race, I went to BV with friends and we did (what I considered) the scariest part of the race - over 4,000' of climbing up to the highest elevation on the course - 13,100'. I actually had a pretty spectacular training cycle - completing all my workouts, doing hard things, and remaining injury free.

Packet Pickup

In our last email before the race, it was emphasized that we had to attend packet pick up and the mandatory meeting or we would not be able to run. Erring on the side of caution, we got to packet pick up VERY early. It was nice not being stressed out. Got my pre-race mugshot done and picked up all the swag - a nice Rabbit flannel for the race shirt (even though I actually already have the top, haha), plus other goodies like logoed gaiters and stickers.

Race Day

Unfortunately, I had NOT slept well. After many months of actually sleeping well, I had a decently tough time falling asleep and woke up around 2 am and then struggled to get back to sleep. My alarm had been set for 3:55 am, and I got out of bed prior to that time since I was restless and anxious. Ugh. I hate HATE HATE starting a big race already feeling tired.

I had everything ready to go, took a quick shower and tried to eat my breakfast. I did better than usual, finishing probably 75% of my breakfast goal. Ben and I were out the door on time, just before 5 am, since I wanted to get to the start line with plenty of time to do my gear check, fill up my bottles and even have time to chat with people I knew.

The gear check was no big deal, bottles got filled, I used the bathrooms a few times, and then with about 10 minutes to gun time, runners were instructed to get in the chute. I looked back and realized I was WAY too close to the front, so I kept moving back until I was at the end. Ohmygod why am I doing this?

Start to Raspberry Gulch (Miles 0 to 7.3)

At some point, I guess I neglected to realize that once we left the field area, the course was a downhill on road for the first few miles. 

I know I need to not compare myself to others, but within about a minute, there was only one person behind me. I wasn't full on "sprinting" or anything, but I was running a comfortable pace, around 11:30. Sigh. I knew I needed to run my own race, but I hate hate hate hate haaatttteeeee being so slow on "easy" stuff. Blah. 

After about 4 miles we started up a dirt road. I was able to actually catch/pass a few people here just by doing an easy run/walk. It was a slight uphill so I didn't go to crazy. We shortly turned onto the Colorado Trail - and this was the section that Ben and I had run a while back, so I was familiar with at least the next few miles. It quickly gets relatively steep and I was trying to hike as efficiently as possible. It was already getting hot and I was surprised by how hard this felt - even with all the training that I had been doing. I knew when we got to the "log bench" that it would be pretty runnable until the aid station.

It was here that we called lost dogs Stitch & Sunny's owner!

I did a decent amount of running here, and it was really the first part of single track where I found myself in front of a small pack of runners. Once we crossed the road by Stitch & Sunny's house, I walked a bit to eat a quick snack. I wasn't quite sure how far the aid station was. There was a small climb to get there, but I arrived, quickly had my bladder filled up for the big climb and grabbed a 1/4 peanut butter and jelly (and something else, maybe pretzels?) before heading out. 

Goal time for segment - 1:35

Actual time - 1:46

Behind goal - 11 minutes

Raspberry Gulch to Antero (7.3 to 16.9)

A bit disheartening to be a decent amount slower in this section as it should have been one of the easier sections, but I had to keep moving. When Ben and Tyler and I had done (most of) this section to Antero, we started at roughly the same time, but it had been a LOT warmer. I was glad that while warm, it wasn't unbearable. PLUS, we actually had some cloud cover, which was nice. While I deemed this section to be the hardest, it was mostly because of the higher elevation, with the climbs being secondary. With that said, the lower climbing on Brown's feels harder to me, and race day was no exception! I was really trying to stay on top of nutrition, but with the climbing, heat and lack of appetite, I knew I had to be proactive. I was hiking with a few different folks, and had to pull over a few times and let people go past because I wasn't going fast enough. 

Somewhere in this climb I was working really hard, sweating and definitely out of breath and I decided to take a quick break (less than 90 seconds) to sit/lean on a rock and eat an Awesome Sauce. In that amount of time a mosquito landed on my thigh and bit me. WHY. Fucking mosquitos!!!! Kept at it and soon I was out of the trees and on the long climb up the valley to the Antero saddle.

Mile 90 Photography

Mile 90 Photography

It was in this section that I began to see people struggle with the altitude and heat. I passed a guy that seemed to be really having a hard time and I tried to be encouraging by telling him that we were close to the top. He told me that it was actually his third time attempting this race, and he was just trying to pace himself better. I saw the photographer and then, suddenly, we were at the top! 

Mile 90 Photography

While this had felt difficult, I was faster up the mountain than in our training run and I was feeling pretty good. Heading down the switchbacks and it honestly felt better/easier than the last time, and not as rocky? The only real issue I was having was that I got a side ache. I need to figure this out - it has happened more than once and I'm not sure what causes it.

Goal time for segment - 3:30

Actual time - 3:45

Behind goal - 25 minutes

Antero to St. Elmo 1 (16.9 to 25.1)

I knew I needed to eat something. I can't remember what the options were, but I know I didn't take enough. Topped off my bottles and headed down. Once again, having done this section before, I knew it wasn't going to be a cake walk. It's hot and very rocky. There were a lot of ATVs in this section, but they were so incredibly courteous!! Almost every single one stopped and waited for me to pass before heading up the pass. It was awesome!

In this section I caught up to a lady, Carmen, from Florida. She had only gotten off the waitlist in the last week! Apparently we had also both run Cocodona this year, so we talked a bit about that. Another lady caught up to us and joined in the conversation as she had also been at Coco this year, although she DNF'd at Deer Pass. She asked why I wasn't sure if I could finish this race since I finished Coco. Well, there's a lot more running in 100s I said! I took off and never saw either of them again the rest of the race.

I expected water crossings again, and the big one from the last time seemed even bigger, and a lot of the trail seemed more like a river. I had some decent miles in this section and I felt like I was doing a bit better than I had anticipated. Hit the road and from here it was going to all be unfamiliar territory! Headed down the road to Alpine, which supposedly was going to be a "town" but it ended up just being a wide/dirt road. I ran some sections here, but a lot of it just seemed to be uphill so I concentrated on just being efficient with hiking. 

Arrived in Iron City, which had a small "chapel" and cemetery and eventually ran right through the campground.

We finally got put back on the road to St. Elmo. I had guessed that the course would turn on the road in town up towards Cottonwood, and I was right. I assumed it would be a lot closer than it was, so I felt a bit bamboozled that I still had to go up a bit to arrive at the aid station. 

Goal time for segment - 2:00

Actual time - 2:18

Behind goal - 43 minutes

St. Elmo 1 to Cottonwood (25.1 to 31.3)

Filled up bottles, but again, didn't seem like I grabbed enough food when I got to the aid station. I was already annoyed/panicky that I had not hit a single goal pace. 

*I should have explained this earlier. I normally do not even have goal paces. High Lonesome keeps some pretty detailed records of historic paces for finishers, so I had gone through those splits and created goal times based on the "slowest" finishers*

I had thankfully filled my bandana with ice before leaving and a I felt a LOT better. The climb out of St. Elmo was hot and sandy (as expected). The fast people had already done the out and back section, so I was always trying to not be in the way of the faster people coming down (although technically on the climbs I would have had the right of way, although only a couple people actually moved over to let me pass). 

I was drinking a LOT in this section. I had a general idea of how much gain I was looking at, but was more thinking about the "3 miles up and 3 miles down" and trying to remember what the high point of Laws Pass would be.

This section was really pretty! Lots of trees and wildflowers. I stopped at the creek and filled up my filter bottle since I was like a camel in this section. Finally it seemed like I had to be getting close and a runner stopped briefly to say that I just needed to go up another switchback and the top really was at the end of that climb. I saw the second photographer at the summit.

Mile 90 Photography

Mile 90 Photography

Mile 90 Photography

I hoped that running into the aid station would be better/pleasant, however, now *I* was the one that needed to yield to all the people coming up! It was also a lot steeper than I anticipated going down, so I was probably more cautious than I should have been. There was also a lot of water crossings here, and in my head I was thinking I was glad I hadn't bothered to put shoes in my drop bag. I was surprised to see Heidi when I did. She was in great spirits.

I could tell at this point that the aid station was not going to be at 31.3 miles on my watch, especially when I saw the "one mile to aid station" sign, I realized it was going to be close to a half mile over. BUT, I saw Terri and Tyler that were hiking up so I said hello to them and ran down. Initially I had told Ben not to bother coming to this aid station, but I was really happy they had decided to come anyway.

I immediately took off my pack and used the bathroom for the first time on the course. I was starving and a bit dismayed that there weren't a ton of food options. I used my bowl to have a concoction of mashed potatoes, rice, soy sauce, bacon and avocado. (Pro tip - this is the first truly cup-less race I've done. I did not know it would also be spoon/fork free. So if you do this race, bring something). Thankfully, they had tortillas that I was able to use to scoop up food. I had not wanted to spend a lot of time here, but I seriously needed calories and I'm glad I ate a decent amount here.

I also had to pick up my "divide gear" and have that checked before departing.

Goal time for segment - 2:30

Actual time - 2:37

Behind goal - 63 minutes

Cottonwood to St. Elmo 2 (31.3 to 37.5)

Tyler and Ben got some pictures of me leaving the aid station. 

I had filled my bandana with ice again, although honestly, once I got into the trees, it didn't seem as hot as the other way up had been. 

I was already MUCH closer to cutoffs than I wanted to be and I saw all my goal times going out the window. I was only MAYBE two miles out of the aid station when I saw people coming down that were not going to make the cutoff at Cottonwood. The guy that I had been talking to at Antero happened to look down at his watch right when the Cottonwood cutoff came/went. He said to me "I really thought third time would be a charm." I kept at it, but I was struggling with my breathing and had to take a few more rest breaks than I would have liked. The one girl I was with pace-wise got up the hill much faster than I did. I was so happy to see the Laws Pass sign! (This was not at mile 29, more like 34-35 miles in).

I knew that I really *had* to be running more or this was going to be over much sooner than I hoped. I started jogging down from the summit but was feeling a bunch of silt in my shoes from all the water crossings. As soon as I found a rock to sit on I took a minute to dump the rocks out of my shoes and wipe off insoles. I immediately felt better, but now I was completely out of sight of the girl I had been chasing.

I ran more in this section, especially as I got closer to the aid station. I actually came into St. Elmo feeling pretty good for what I had done.

Goal time for segment - 2:30

Actual time - 2:35 (!!)

Behind goal - 68 minutes

St. Elmo 2 to Tin Cup (37.5 to 41.2)

I think this is where I made the biggest mistakes. First, I took off my hat and sunglasses and put them on top of the water cooler while I was getting food and bottles filled. Brandon was volunteering and took care of the fluids. I was looking at food options and took some basics - quesadilla with avocado, pretzels, and then a pierogi. I got confused I think when I heard someone say that Tin Cup would have x, y, z food. I was really trying to get out ASAP. Because I was rushing to get out, I was a ways out of the aid station before I realized that I had not picked up my hat and sunglasses, so I had to run back to get them. Thankfully, a volunteer saw me coming back and yelled out "did you forget something?" and grabbed them for me. Probably only wasted a few minutes, but still upsetting.

I had re-watched "The Well" and my goal was to get to Tin Cup before dark. I did also remember that this section "should" feel runnable but that it was just a steep enough grade that I would not "want" to run. So I put in my headphones and did a run/walk when I could and could finally see the girl in front of me that I had been chasing earlier. 

There were some people camping off this road, but it was pretty remote. It did appear that I would be arriving at Tin Cup basically at sunset. 

Arrived at the aid station and I was already feeling pretty tired. I had COMPLETELY forgotten that Tin Cup was a basic aid station. SHIT. The only food that was there was pretzels, chips, fig newtons and Oreos. Literally NOTHING that sounded good to eat. I forced myself to eat a couple fig newtons, but they were disgusting and I really should have taken more. I also, unfortunately, wasn't able to have any real caffeine other than coke. I did fill up my small bottle to add my caffeine powder to. Took a minute to put on my R1 as it was starting to feel chilly.

Goal time for segment - 1:15

Actual time - 1:20

Behind goal - 76 minutes

Tin Cup to Hancock (41.2 to 49.3)

I think I heard/understood that this section was going to be a couple miles of gradual gain, then I thought it was going to be flatter-ish and then downhill into Hancock. I have no idea where things went wrong, but lots of errors made here.

I headed out with my Kogalla and headlamp. The girl I had been chasing was just in front of me, and I think I kept her at the same distance for a bit. That actually made me feel pretty good since earlier I was having a hard time keeping up. The climb was fine. It was, in fact, switchbacks. It wasn't too steep, but I certainly wasn't running it. 

I guess I came up on a flatter-ish section? This is where things no longer make sense to me. I believe this was the Alpine Tunnel section that is supposed to be super pretty during the day. At night, it wasn't super wonderful. The trail got pretty narrow in areas and it was marshy and muddy. I caught up to the girl I had been chasing and asked if she was ok. She was having some stomach issues, so I gave her some pepto and passed her. I also passed another woman in this section, and she was struggling a bit. Within minutes of me telling her that we had done "most" of the hard stuff, my brain broke. There was some steep and rocky descents that I didn't feel like I could run. I get so cautious on stuff like this that I just feel like I am wasting time. I am also getting INCREDIBLY tired. 

There was a section of not technical double track that I should have been running, but it also seemed like we were on the edge of a cliff for a while, so I probably wasn't doing what I needed to. I was slowly watching time go by. I also was getting REALLY cold - mostly my hands, but my gloves were in the back of my pack and I didn't really want to stop and get them out. I kept thinking I had to be very close to the aid station. 

Spoiler - I should have taken a minute to get my gloves out.

Goal time for segment - 2:45

Actual time - 3:12

Behind goal - 128 minutes

Hancock to Lost Wonder Hut (49.3 to 55.7)

I was WAY behind my goal when I got to Hancock. This was where Ben was going to start pacing me. I had not wanted to spend any amount of time at aid stations, but the big problem here was I had let myself get too cold. I had to sit by the fire to warm up. Thankfully, I had a puffy coat here, so I put that on and also added pants. I was REALLY REALLY REALLY whiny at this aid station, so many thanks to Tyler, Terri & Ben for putting up with that!

The other issue was that there really wasn't much to eat here. There were no potatoes. There was rice, but nothing really to mix it with. I was feeling a bit nauseous and knew I really needed calories. They had some pizza rolls which I thought would be really good - but unfortunately, I put one in my mouth and it made me want to throw up. I just didn't eat enough here, and I had already been here way too long, so Ben and I headed out.

I pretty much knew that leaving only 40ish minutes before cutoffs was going to make things very difficult. Things went from bad to worse on the climb out. The lower part on the road was fine, but we both got hot pretty quickly and I stopped take off my puffy coat. Once we got on the single track, it was steeper (but honestly not that bad comparatively), but I just was struggling. My breathing was very labored and my legs just had no interest in climbing. We got passed by a runner on the climb and then we actually passed someone at the summit. I had hoped to be able to run some on the way down. As I have said, I'm cautious on descents, and even more so when it's night and when I'm tired. It was rocky, there was a lot more mud and marshy sections.

We saw the sign three miles out for the Lost Wonder Hut. That is when I think my race ended. Just doing the math in my head at this point, and the aid station being further than I thought, I pretty much realized I was not going to have enough time. 

Top it off with some snow fields and gross talus descents. We finally finally FINALLY saw the turn toward the aid station but I was greeted with "you're going to have to push to at the turnaround." I told Ben that there was no way that I was going to have enough time to get the calories I needed (or the time) to attempt the 9 mile Headwall section.

Arrived at the aid station with THREE minutes to get in/out and told Ben I was done. The gal that had passed me was leaving when I got there and another that came in when I did literally turned right around and left.

Goal time for segment - 2:45

Actual time - 3:07

Behind goal - 145 minutes

End of the line

It was not the way I wanted my race to end, but I can't say I was surprised. We were welcomed into the Hut and offered some food. I had been so hungry and expected that I would be eating a lot, but I took a couple bites of food and that was all I could stomach. I was given some hot tea, but really, we were just going to have to wait it out at the aid station until we could get a ride out. While we were waiting, we heard that the winner had already been done for hours. 

We were able to get a ride down with someone (I can't remember his name, but he was one of the volunteers that had done course marking). The drive down to Monarch was a bit scary and seemed like we were going really fast on an 4 wheeling trail. I actually fell asleep on the drive.

We got back to Monarch and were trying to get a hold of Tyler and Terri when we didn't see them. We sat at the first and ended up having to wait a few hours. We did see people that we knew, so at least we were able to talk to some people. 

The End. (for me)

Garmin time - 21:56:50

Garmin distance - 56.71

Elevation gain - 14,462'

Miles 1-5 - 11:51, 12:19, 12:25, 15:03, 21:21

Miles 6-10 - 12:20, 13:18, 16:48, 18:44,  22:45

Miles 11-15 - 25:23, 29:40, 30:00, 34:45, 22:53

Miles 16-20 - 13:48, 16:10, 21:22, 16:42, 14:45

Miles 21-25 - 15:12, 16:57, 17:59, 18:07, 16:52

Miles 26-30 - 26:22, 32:10, 23:12, 32:28, 21:41

Miles 31-35 - 19:55, 32:31, 29:21, 33:37, 30:41

Miles 36-40 - 20:07, 17:16, 16:33, 25:37, 20:30

Miles 41-45 - 20:12, 21:42, 29:02, 23:56, 23:01

Miles 46-50 - 27:17, 26:24, 22:05, 20:44, 21:45

Miles 51-end - 57:41, 31:07, 32:35, 32:57, 28:47, 25:59, 30:48

Thoughts

• This race is hard AF. I don't know if it would have made any difference to preview some other sections or not. I hoped for a finish but knew there was a good chance I wouldn't.
• Swag is top notch
• Volunteers were awesome and this was the best marked course I think I have ever been on. I never once had to question where I was going. 
• Even though my feet were wet probably 2/3 of the race, I got ZERO hot spots and ZERO blisters. Crazy. 
• I liked that the cutoffs were more lenient at the start. I did get behind, but it wasn't from lack of trying, and once the cutoffs were getting more aggressive, I just didn't have anything left.
• The finish line was AWESOME. We went back about an hour before the finish line cutoff and there was so much energy. NOT TO MENTION, with the extension of the overall cutoff going from 36-37 hours, we actually saw like 20 people finish! While deep down I know that I would not have been able to be fast enough leaving Lost Wonder, I did have to wonder what I could have done if I had really gone all out. Anyway. Finish line is awesome. Loved it.

Gear

• Salomon Adv Skin 12 pack. I had just picked this up and used only on one training run. It was good, and definitely less annoying than some of my other packs. I don't really understand why the "pockets" on the shoulders are open. I would prefer to have it be a zip or drop in so I would feel "safe" putting salt or chapstick there. I did have to dig a bit for things that I felt like I needed to secure, but not too bad.
• Clothing - YMX long sleeve, Rabbit EZ tee (was my lucky shirt, but I guess not anymore), CVG 5" shorts, Zensah crew socks, Topo Athletic Ultraventure 2/gaiters, OR sun gloves, hat, ice bandana. At night, Patagonia R1, Smartwool liner gloves, Bula beanie, Mountain Hardwear Ghost Whisperer 2 (although probably would've been fine without it other than sitting at the aid station).
• Food - Some dried fruit, apple sauce, fruit snacks, Awesome Sauce, LMNT. Once again, I think I had more expectations from aid station and I should have taken an extra minute to just eat ANYTHING. I really got behind on food and never could catch back up.
• Other - Leki poles, sunscreen (no sunburn!), chapstick, Goodr sunglasses, Kogalla/batteries, Petzl headlamp, required bivvy, Rabbit Treeline rain jacket (required, but never used), REI rainwall pants, Garmin 7s.

Mile 90 is doing photography and the race pics aren't up yet. I will add and give credit when they are ready.